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| the new xanga is straight_up_pimpin_yo_shit. read it, love it, hate it. its all BK 5K's doing. he is sick. it is PARENTAL ADVISORY, so beware.
MOM | | |
| hello y'all. well, i am officially sick. oh well, yesturday was pretty bad. slept all day and i would shake like crazy when i would get out of bed. that was at night though. anyways, the new xanga is almost done. here are pictures of some of the people that matter to me. soon i will have a complete list...of the ones that matter atleast.
 
 
 
like i said, more will be on soon. i love all of you!
and by the way, just saw a ring pop commercial. they lie. when i was young i was sucking on one and the candy fell off and went down my throat. jerks
MOM
12:44 pm | | |
| Hello, I hope all of you are doing good today. well, this will be one of my first serious and long entry i have had in a while.
I'll first start by telling you all that i love you. even those i dont know, i love you. i apologize to any of my friends who need help, yet i can not provide them with what they need. if i could, i would. with school and work, i have very little time on my hands. i can only offer my ear, so if you need to talk to me i can set up arrangements to meet or i can call you when i get home. my number is 788 2072. that is my work number. call mon - fri. i am there from 5 to 10, so call if you need me.
now this weekend was a roller coaster ride. i had ups and downs like crazy....damn it sucked. it was nice hanging with the boiz at denny's. and it was nice seeing all the people at the winkler residence. HOWEVER, every good thing was nolified by the events that happened sunday night. i got out of work early to go talk to dustin. he used to be a good friend, but a while back we ended on really, really bad terms. either way, i met up with him. we caught up on old times, and i guess things are really bad for him. but he had to do it. he opened those old scars that i finally just cured. if you know me, you know about my self esteem problem. damn that boy can tear down those barriers. he told me about how horrible, how useless, and how pathetic i am. damn did it mess me up. now i am cursed as a passavist, so i did not throw a punch and i did not react in front of him, cause that is all he is ever about. so i left him there, and went to denny's, where i am currently writing these thoughts. i know i am not very good looking, or all that great for that matter, but that little bastard does not need to remind me and rub it in my face. safe to say he is now completely dead to me. all our memories, and all out time together was a waste. god i hate jerk offs. now i am down on the ladder...atleast when it comes to my self evaluation. he is partly why i am like i am. punk ass bitches!
the picture is of dusty and brentin. these two saw me from the day i changed my life to the bad, and saw me change towards the good. these boiz were my childhood, and the only person missing is carlos...my bro. all four of us were always together. mostly carlos, dusty and myself. dusty was always there from the beginning....and god do i miss him. i think things would go to hell if i lost the other two pieces to my childhood...and every day i fear getting the news of one of their demises. all three were brothers, with carlos being the only one by blood. i lost one of my brothers...and i dont want to loose another. this song i dedicated after dusty's funeral, because it sums everything up so well. i feel an eminse amount of guilt because for a while i did resent dusty because he tried to turn me into a player.....and when i thought he was just trying to make me what i wasnt, he was in fact just trying to help me. i got teary eyed just now thinking of him.....damnit! to be honest, i wish he was still here and it was me....because he would have been something. i know he would have.
well, i am gonna go cause my hand hurts from writing. lata my friends.
much love...and yes i do waffle all of you
MOM
2:16 am | | |
| Wow, i feel loved! well, until my next post (Sat.), i will be giving 200 points for every post i get, so keep em commin and you could win based off comments alone! wow, i am now a comment whore.
"mom. spence says that whoring is contagious...is it twue?"
"yes honey, you can get a lot of nasty things from that girl....they dont call her tomcat willy for nothing!"
okay, there will be one more survey, to see how thug you are. not only will it be the last chance at points (unless i change my mind), so answer em good. it will also decide your rank in the black pandas...if you happened to join the gang. it will be done on the pimp nasty new xanga of mine and BK 5K. i will keep you updated. until next time...lata.
MOM
11:51 pm | | |
| Hello, how is all doing tonight? i am peachy. broke out in hives at work cause of heat....just on elbow area...i am kinda allergic to heat i thinks. anyways...this will be one of my last entries, for i have created a new xanga. the name shall be unknown for now, its still in progress. i figure BK 5K and myself (MOM) need a joint site, figuring he has been bitching up a storm in his lame ass mexican accent...i said it. oh, and for those not aware of my new name of MOM, it means Mutated Organic Mushroom, an old nickname of mine. well, with sexy points added up we have a new bracket!
1) john consiglio- 3,200
2)spence- 31,090
3) chris- 3,000
have fun kidies,and post while you can, you will all be notified upon my new xanga creation.
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